sadness is all i think...

When im alone i start to cry
I let the teers wash out my eyes
I want to be happy, but my mind wanders to sadness
On the outside im calm, but on the inside it's internal madness
I've been dead inside, no one can tell but who'd care anyway
I sit all alone and waste away my miserable day
I sit and kill my time, but if i kill time does it damage eternity
My exsistense is pointless theres, no point to be
My heart keeps beating but its starting to sink
Im trying to be happy but sadness is all i think

i'm sad bcoz i lost my lovely dress yesterday..
someone stole it while i hang it in the laundry room..
it's a new dress and i just wear it once...
so sad..